Updates on the ear thing he ar ing White Noise, the electric storm, the visitations i am not sure if it is really autonomous.
Updates on the ear thing
he ar ing White Noise, the electric storm, the visitations
i am not sure if it is really autonomous. Even though it is outside of me it seems to react fully to what i listen too, but on certain times and if i focus. Honestly I haven’t written that much about it because at first i thought it was just dead. I placed it in what I have been pretending is like an incubator box for a premature baby. I put holes in it and i am very loosely making sure to monitor the conditions with in it, i mean how could i simulate the interior of my ear though? And also all i have really been using is thermometers. i’d like to be able to test ph and stuff, but honestly i don’t know, its a mess to me i can’t tell whats what.
It hasn’t really stirred to much. But lately i have been listening to White Noise, not the thing, the band White Noise. and something is happening to it. But i am really not sure if it is an alive, fully being, being, entity or if it is really just a thing. This is so eraserhead right now. I always kind of thought white noise was interesting, but a little bit cheesy. lately i have found it to be so astute to the interior psychological conditions of attachment/detachment issues, combined with the aesthetic of electronics acting as both a sound of the “elements” or powerful forces of nature and simultaneously as interior alienation that ultimately causes a disembodiment, the more structured melodic organization fo sthe sound into rhythms and singing represents one’s interior dialogue of observation awareness and understanding of the situation and how it changes. So anyway, perhaps the thing, though outside of me, is not fully detached from me, nor i from it (although honestly it really weirds me out, i have been trying to ignore it and pretend its just a thing in a plexi-glass box in my room or a pretend art project). So maybe when i listen to this music it causes me to produce a hormone of some sort (of awareness of the longing for attachment and fear of detachment/extreme self-alienation) and the thing then hears the hormones. HA! hearing hormones! I mean, the thing then senses the hormones…quorum sensing.
Sleep in Safety
I’m putting together all of the photos of myself from times I’ve been sick or hospitalized this past year. I’ve been wanting to make this one all week.
